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~PARALYZED~

今天简单介绍paralyzed这首歌，来自NF演唱。。。（推荐nightcore版本）
非常深入人心，感触极深的一首歌。https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvS29RGNHBQ

带着淡淡忧伤的歌声
搭配优美的钢琴声
再深入让人觉得澎湃·激动·愤怒的rap的部分，
直到最后无助的呐喊，
都是让人非常窒息的。

来点歌词：

When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed

When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (oh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed

I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
And on the race of life time passes by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I’m the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen

这首歌名字翻译为瘫痪，不是身体而是心理，

有些东西慢慢停止流动，再到麻木·窒息，直到瘫痪。

就如歌词中不断的询问，激动呐喊着心里的无助，

却还是得不到任何的解脱。

心理潜在的伤仍然在加重，

让你逐渐迷失，慢慢腐蚀心里的感觉，

最后把自己锁进柜子里，直至缺氧。

每个人有自己的难处及痛苦，

努力寻找自己解脱的方式，

减少心里的难受，

希望自己从压抑的痛哭中呼出的一大口气，

得到释放。